Date : Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Time : 4:55 AM Title : ermm...
Today was terrible He just nvr rply anything I sms him Haizz It seems that his friends are more important then me I seems to change to be overworried like what Shun Bin say 'Rather not confident of myself' I am really so low He seems to neglect me TOday Is OUR FIRST WEEK and such things happened I feel so idoitic I just hope everything will be fine even if he dun answer me and I wont let myself cry over some trivial matter I make myself feel so terrible without him What the hell Have I done to myself? all I wanted is the past him where is the him that I saw him? He changed so much Smokes, mixes with bad influences and heck care me le. I feel so sad only Sad. No more tears I have cried a lot le Why? ?????? AHHHH. What the chaos is my life in? Where the past him? Stupid me. Face the reality. He dun trust me neither does he feel the secureness in me I feel so dissapointed?!? WHERE ARE YOU? I NEED YOU. arGHH... gIVES HIM CHANCE LE HE REJECT IT SO THAT IT... I HAVE LIMITED MY PATIENCE I am crying in the dark for the last time Thnks to your neglection. Today I hear a tear in my heart. COMPLICATED YOU Ler tong T_T |
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