the fool.
Date : Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Time : 5:03 AM
Title :


I am living in a pathetic world.
Really I am so tired of my freaking world.
I just feel like dying.
I slash my wrist again duh.
(Sorries Kor)
I am too disappointed with my life.
What makes them think i am having depression?
I may want to lock myself in my room
Unwanting to go anywhere.
not even my sjab meeting
but i cant.
Too bad, I dun belong to anywhere.
I am damn sick of crying everyday
I am too emo and sensitive to negative comments
I am trying to build up myself
but I think I am too stupid to believe in gothic stuff
But I guess i am the one who belongs to goth emo category
I hate my life turning upside down
Why am I slashing myself?
I cried and feel nobody really wants to bother me
I got a feeling he is about to break up with me
I am so upset.
Hey, CG friends just dun mind abt me.
PPL doesnt think i am important in their life.
I dun think i wan to attend sch bah.
Must get myself sick.
I want to escape from reality.
Dun try to make a damn.
I just feel like I am dead.
NO ONE WOULD EVEN WANT TO CARE FOR MY PRESENCE
ESP IN SJAB AND SCH
what for am i in this FUCKING HELL?
I am damn angry at myself
and sorry for my mother and dad for bringing me a useless child 
MUM u are absoutely right,
u did a mistake for having a useless child and kind of foolish
At least slashing make me feel more relax
not so pain in my heart.
Can someone tell me am I dead?
X_X No love. No true friends in sch.Make so many cg friends sad cos of me.
I am nobody,
Stop me from dying?
But am I dead?
Someone please tell me that am I dead?



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