Date : Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Time : 5:03 AM Title : I am living in a pathetic world.
Really I am so tired of my freaking world. I just feel like dying. I slash my wrist again duh. (Sorries Kor) I am too disappointed with my life. What makes them think i am having depression? I may want to lock myself in my room Unwanting to go anywhere. not even my sjab meeting but i cant. Too bad, I dun belong to anywhere. I am damn sick of crying everyday I am too emo and sensitive to negative comments I am trying to build up myself but I think I am too stupid to believe in gothic stuff But I guess i am the one who belongs to goth emo category I hate my life turning upside down Why am I slashing myself? I cried and feel nobody really wants to bother me I got a feeling he is about to break up with me I am so upset. Hey, CG friends just dun mind abt me. PPL doesnt think i am important in their life. I dun think i wan to attend sch bah. Must get myself sick. I want to escape from reality. Dun try to make a damn. I just feel like I am dead. NO ONE WOULD EVEN WANT TO CARE FOR MY PRESENCE ESP IN SJAB AND SCH what for am i in this FUCKING HELL? I am damn angry at myself and sorry for my mother and dad for bringing me a useless child MUM u are absoutely right, u did a mistake for having a useless child and kind of foolish At least slashing make me feel more relax not so pain in my heart. Can someone tell me am I dead? X_X No love. No true friends in sch.Make so many cg friends sad cos of me. I am nobody, Stop me from dying? But am I dead? Someone please tell me that am I dead? |
My name is Ahh-T0ng. World-hater. Hate me.I don't fcuk care, A twist in my story, when he shoot me three times in my heart. - Breathe. - Live as independent lady. - Mature more. - Love? Exclude me. - Be a hate about love. March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 link link link link link link Designed by { ★CRUSHthespeaker } Thankful to { blogskins l xox } Blogged to { 53-percent } |