the fool.
Date : Thursday, April 2, 2009
Time : 4:53 AM
Title :


I feel like crying again
going through the same shit 
like backstabbing
but this time round is from my sjab friends
they gossip that i am the cause they lose miserably
I feel like crying
I just dunt noe who to trust
I feel so lost and confused
Feeling that maybe I am not perfect
just a bunch of things happen
I wanted to kill the pain and complication between my friends
I feel so emo
I wanted to tell him that i love him so much that i feel that i can support myself on him
but I am so afraid that bad things will turn out for him
so kept quiet
i am too timid
I think
I went to counselling
mrs vergis say that i am a mature girl who worry about how people feels
around me
any way it was good to listen to god words from her mouth
god is every where
it is so true
I still kind of see the possiblity between us
I will stop myself 
from retaining from you
cos you are my everything
Gambatek my dearest sweetie.
Goodnite cos i am scared to lose you anyday.



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