Date : Thursday, April 30, 2009
Time : 5:08 AM Title : I was again making some damn trouble
today got 4 more lines. 6+4=10 10 bloody slashes. Just to Rmb that I must move on with life. No one will actually believe in my problem as I only know how to cry Or SLASH. Hey ELAINE, Dun get angry with me lol. I am Just happening to tell you cos I feel damn sad. SLash may relieve some of my burden. But today i got back to counselling and it just happens that I am given such comment like you are totally suffering from depression FOr goodness, IF you guys think I am crazy, and you are suitable to badmouth me I am telling u. IT IS A N-O NO!!!! I am really fed-up with the class, Sjab, and my family Firstly I almost cried in class for no good reason and next I kenna counselling. Then ALL MY CLASSMATES look at me as if I CAME FROM MARS. ... I am really freak and ticked off. I dun seem to be a normal person. and i dun see the rights of living. that how negative my mind is now. and thanks to some of you you guys make me feel like crying and going to die I am trying to escape from things and my situation is quite sticky I dun wish to speak to anyone. Sorry if I reject your calls people and I am feeling that by this month or so I will seldom come to church. SOrry ppl. I am breaking up with him soon. SO dont tell him bah. I am meeting him up after his exams. I am having a great headache and fever. Ya currently. I am about to tell some of the cg members abt my problems. Ya I slashed my hands and I cry in the night and feeling that I have suffered so much. I cant bear to be his so called toy He need me then come. I dun need this kind of love. This is simply show off. I can at least return to my carefree life. Continue to see my kor being happy. without me u wouldnt die. but u will move on I believe. I had enough. I had enough. I am crying for stupid reason. I am tired. Someone pull off my heart and i will not cry and I feel the neglection. He hurt me emotionally and physically ... I hate him I am pronounce dead and new life is make through me ..... |
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