the fool.
Date : Thursday, April 30, 2009
Time : 5:08 AM
Title :


I was again making some damn trouble
today got 4 more lines.
6+4=10
10 bloody slashes.
Just to Rmb that I must move on with life.
No one will actually believe in my problem
as I only know how to cry
Or SLASH.
Hey ELAINE,
Dun get angry with me lol.
I am Just happening to tell you cos I feel damn sad.
SLash may relieve some of my burden.
But today i got back to counselling and it just happens that I am 
given such comment like you are totally suffering from depression
FOr goodness,
IF you guys think I am crazy,
and you are suitable to badmouth me
I am telling u.
IT IS A N-O
NO!!!!
I am really fed-up with the class,
Sjab, and my family
Firstly
I almost cried in class
for no good reason
and next I kenna counselling.
Then ALL MY CLASSMATES look at me as if I CAME FROM MARS.
...
I am really freak and ticked off.
I dun seem to be a normal person.
and i dun see the rights of living.
that how negative my mind is now.
and thanks to some of you
you guys make me feel like crying and going to die 
I am trying to escape from things
and my situation is quite sticky
I dun wish to speak to anyone.
Sorry if I reject your calls people
and I am feeling that by this month or so 
I will seldom come to church.
SOrry ppl.
I am breaking up with him soon.
SO dont tell him bah.
I am meeting him up after his exams.
I am having a great headache and fever.
Ya currently.
I am about to tell some of the cg members abt my problems.
Ya I slashed my hands
and I cry in the night
and feeling that I have suffered so much.
I cant bear to be his so called toy
He need me then come.
I dun need this kind of love.
This is simply show off.
I can at least return to my carefree life.
Continue to see my kor being happy.
without me u wouldnt die.
but u will move on
I believe.
I had enough.
I had enough.
I am crying for stupid reason.
I am tired.
Someone pull off my heart
and i will not cry
and I feel the neglection.
He hurt me emotionally and physically
...
I hate him
I am pronounce dead 
and new life is make through me
.....



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