the fool.
Date : Friday, April 17, 2009
Time : 7:06 AM
Title :


If there was ever a word to describe my day
That is TERRIBLE
I cried for three times
one at Sjab
one at the parade ground 
and the last one is at home
TOday I got so many ppl
to scold and ignore me
I feel like the world is dissapearing
from me 
GOd is coming closer
and devil is pulling me apart
I feel so stupid when the morning start 
and i call him
He nvr answer the phone
I am sick and tired
Really
many things happen
after that PPL treat me coldly
and then SJAB junior say i am busybody 
but hell to me
I am welfare and they give me loads of problems
I am bad omen
Really I feel so sad
he called and tell me not to be sad all those
what for?
I mean if really we state 
but i cant go out cos of sjab
he will want to break up 
then so be it
Useless me 
really I dun even see the smile that i have in my heart
It is slowly dissapearing into thin air
the past me is gone le
I kept crying and crying
for goodness
I fell to god when I was in CHC during primary five
really akthough the punkish
but i feel god presence stronger
and god makes me happier
and seeing the wrong and the rights
so good for the past
but i am going to change le
I must Change into a girl who prevent ppl to kick blame on me
Changes must be done
hate must be forgetten
slowly my heart will heal with god love only.



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