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the fool.

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Super Tired.

Lacking of enough sleep.

What for must I be so stressed and freak out?

Then what on earth did that particular person turn up yesterday?

I have already mended it

but once i see him

I feel like so complicated.

Somemore I saw others who are staring or rather glaring at me

I feel like screaming all my voice

throwing all those pain memories

Days seem to pass so fast at certain time

then things change a lot for that particular guy.

what for?

Hello Emolish, Wake Up.

U are totally bother by the Current stress

not anything

not anymore

I am just searching for perfection

Why dun I agree with inperfection?

I am hating myself for things that i wish that will be perfect

Thanks to those who encourage me in one way or another.

I am just the normal girl freaking out.

when things arent perfect

I miss my dear

Tommorow he got appointment....

Erm...

PPL pls do not call me

cos i will be definetely not going to answer any call

I need to chill.

I finally understand why kor like that le

you find the sch damn freaking out

like what mine is

gangs,smokes,show off, I had enough

Sjab also want to give me attitude.

Cg wants me to come back

But I got things happening too fast

I am damn sorry to give temper to Shirley

I am damn tired to talk of the Sjab stuff

I mean Sjab is cool

but the ppl in there really wan me to struggle

Here am I trying to be caring and strict

yet they say u damn gek poh

Really if this is it.

I WILL QUIT.

what for i skip cg for u guys?

What for I stay in sjab even When i felt I was dying?

PLS do understand I also have my own life.

My life totally is in a mess

Mum screaming at brother everyday

brother crying

father ignore me

Ppl dun want to talk to me

Gossipers all around

My dear struggling

SO many projects

so many hmk

SO many exams

so many tests

So many scolding

Stop it .

I had enough

if that what ppl want me to do

I quit just for the sake of u guys okay

really I am finding myself crying once I lock myself in my room

DO u guys even noe how it feels when u feel hurt and down ?

and left out?

For goodness I am a Human

not any non living stuff

I slash my hands

for what

I am definetely stress

and crazing over stuff

Help/////

Get me a dagger and maybe end my old pain life?

should I?

Arghh.......

FReak out.

I am feeling that I am dead

NO one can Hurt a dead person

//I am a Gothic emo girl

SLashing, death and stupid thoughts fall upon me

Thanks to Sj ppl you guys cause me to suffer so much

Great. I will nvr sleep but cry and scream in the night

HOw am this thing going to change?

no way.

Dun worry abt me,my cg,my hunny,my sweetheart, goldy,plus my dear

although I have a long way

I am not going to be like that in church

okay.

but dun contact me except for cca and cg stuff

Dun ask me my freaking life

//R.I.P there lies ler tong.x_x//

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My name is Ahh-T0ng. World-hater. Hate me.I don't fcuk care, A twist in my story, when he shoot me three times in my heart.

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- Breathe.
- Live as independent lady.
- Mature more.
- Love? Exclude me.
- Be a hate about love.

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