Date : Thursday, April 9, 2009
Time : 5:06 AM Title : Today was so complicated.
firstly i wan to run for cross country but cant next He told me he feel unsecured abt our love and i think it is my fault again And Syazwani fainted again OMG I felt like crying on the way home I try to control it larhs but my Sjab friends a little sad to see me emo then i come back home with a sad face then mum scolded me and say I always use the same trick to get their attention and I just feel so sad what the things that happen today after the afternoon was terrible Am I not trustworthy? Help me I feel so sad My life is sick and tiring I feel like vomiting and chest pains and headache what my life is experiencing is a part of big wall haizz I feel that the things around me go so fast and fading I hate my life and I feel the same kind of beat like the song poker face it is juz so complication Am i so unworthy in the world? I think I should stop coming to church for a weeek Cos like that i will let god come closer I feel so sad is everyone hating me? crying for stupid emotions and i feel i am furthering from the world Sick and Tired God help me?!?! Ler tong I am blaming myself for what everything has take cause... |
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