the fool.
Date : Thursday, April 9, 2009
Time : 5:06 AM
Title :


Today was so complicated.
firstly i wan to run for cross country but cant
next He told me he feel unsecured abt our love
and i think it is my fault again
And Syazwani fainted again
OMG 
I felt like crying on the way home
I try to control it larhs
but my Sjab friends a little sad to see me emo
then i come back home with a sad face 
then mum scolded me
and say I always use the same trick to get their attention
and I just feel so sad
what the things that happen today after the afternoon
was terrible
Am I not trustworthy?
Help me 
I feel so sad
My life is sick and tiring
I feel like vomiting and chest pains and headache
what my life is experiencing is a part of big wall
haizz
I feel that the things around me go so fast and fading
I hate my life 
and I feel the same kind of beat 
like the song poker face
it is juz so complication

Am i so unworthy in the world?
I think I should stop coming to church for  a weeek
Cos like that i will let god come closer
I feel so sad
is everyone hating me?
crying for stupid emotions
and i feel i am furthering from the world
Sick and Tired 
God help me?!?!
Ler tong
I am blaming myself  for what everything has take cause...



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