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Today was so sick

After I shouted at SJAb cadets,

I started to have sore throat

and i was sad due to three things

first, Shirley going to Operation on the day I have BBQ

and i feel like crying

I cant juz lose myself to cry like hell

Shirley GAMBETEK

god will love you

and watch over you

okay

I also cry cos I am so busy and i cant spent time

with any of my church friends

AHHH

I am so angry with myself

and Sry my SJAB friends

I scolded the whole squad

and be angry and so steady in the footdrill

and i pone lunch

and I almost faint

but i survive with only water

I may lose my voice by tomorrow

bless me

I miss my kors

and my dearest

haizzz

I almost cry

but i stay strong

but i will not tahan for tommorow

okay

so I will shout like hell

errmm

Thnks Kean chang, Siti,Suhami,Syfiqah,Wen xin,Elaine,Wan Jing

for trying to make me happy

but I still emo for a while

until I juz moodswing sry

my friends and best buddies say I am scary when i get really angry

haizz

I am so sorry to scare you guys

I am so sorry

Benedick Kor will you juz send me a reply?

like a least you are okay with life

I am so worried

haizz

I feel so confused

I want to dry

but i cant cry cos I have to stay strong

god know how it feels

and I juz feel so crazy

I want to scream

I want things to get better

and it turns out so twist

no wonder twist in life is going to get me crazy

What have i done?

I can get gentle at sometimes and emo

and angry at sch especially

I must be crazy over him

Even when I do things

I do it for his sake

and I just wonder why I am so deep into him

I feel like I should confess to god

before confessing to anyone else first

Love is so hard

when i was first in love with my friend in kindergarden

Oh my

it is so sweet

but we ended soonly

after his mother discovered it

haizz

great childhood memories

counting the days to meet

JASMINE AND JONNAS

the two 'J'

they are totally my family

when i feel so low

I am so down le

and sick

plan to meet all my cg friends out

haha

at near bukit batok or nearby ba

cos after that i meet my SJAB officers ba

upset

and worn out.

emotionally and physically

haizz

god bless us all

esp those cg friends, darren,shirley,adeline,kor,and all la

signing off

with some pain sweet memories

Ler tong-

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My name is Ahh-T0ng. World-hater. Hate me.I don't fcuk care, A twist in my story, when he shoot me three times in my heart.

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- Breathe.
- Live as independent lady.
- Mature more.
- Love? Exclude me.
- Be a hate about love.

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