Allure

the fool.

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Erm...

today is still the same.

Busy with Sjab.

I am still wondering why he has to insult me in this way?

Am I really a bastard?

I had enough.

He meant me bad.

Make me noe how to slash.

How to cry.

How to scream.

How to get moody

How to get angry.

At least Spongebob make me feel better by not scolding me.

Right?

He even tell me to show care to him.

So i guess the no of struggles i am facing.

Is a huge amount.

I am not exaggerating.

I am still wondering what happen larhs.

Shun Bin will meet me and shirley to discuss about his issue.

Duh...

Why must he do this to hurt us?

Somemore a lot of ppl is involved in this wreck

but the main ppls are

Me,Ann,Shirley,Benedick,Shun Bin.

Duh..

4 of us settling this problems with him.

Duh..

I prayed yesterday that god will heal and renew him

Pray that Shun Bin will not get stressed over our matter.

Wondering how this things are affecting me.

I am doing some slashing.

but just for the relieve of pain.

It really hurts at my heart.

While my wrists hurts.

...

Erm.. I noe i changed a lot in this few years

quieter,rebellious to teachers

and really emolical.

I am still trying to strive for a change.

Psalm 34:18

God heals the broken-hearted...

So do god know i am one of them?

I hope so.

I need healing.

Meeting PPL from the Youth counsel that Ann is going to introduce to me

Perharps this week...

I am falling.

I am not mature at thoughts.

Foolish.. Me...

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My name is Ahh-T0ng. World-hater. Hate me.I don't fcuk care, A twist in my story, when he shoot me three times in my heart.

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- Breathe.
- Live as independent lady.
- Mature more.
- Love? Exclude me.
- Be a hate about love.

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