the fool.
Date : Thursday, May 21, 2009
Time : 5:10 AM
Title :



Everyday is terrible for me.
I BEGGED YOU GUYS 
FOR GOODNESS SAKE....
I AM A NORMAL HUMAN.
I KNOW I AM AN EXTRA TO YOU GUYS LARHS.
THEN GIVE ME LOADS OF EXCUSES.
USE ME AS A FOOL.
I DONT SEE THE IMPORTANCE OF CONTINUING...
YOU SEE ME AS A PERSON WHO IS A TROUBLEMAKER...
HOPELESS. FREAK. 
THEN WHAT FOR?
YOU ALL JUST WANT ME TO BE ON MY DEATH BED.
PREPARED TO DIE.
Hey don't appreciate things around you!
Teach you how to wake up...
When I am dead, 
Then you will wake up 
Your FOOLISH ACTION
That can cause me death
And nothing else,
I haTE YOU .
So what if you are the superior ?
SO what if you got stead?
SO what DO you think I apologize to you sincerely.
DO you think SJAB is worth my whole life.
N-O!!!!!
YOu are the bully that cause me wanting to die...
YOu just make my life terrible meiserable.
telling lies to officers.
Getting me sabotage.
I am only worth to be sabotage. 
but nothing else right!!!!!
I am nobody right?
You are only making my life so terrible that i could die!!!
ASKING YOU GUYS WAS A DIFFICULT TASK.
STILL NEED TO BEG?
WHAT TYPE OF GOOD LIFESAVER ARE YOU GUYS?
hUh?
I AM THE BLAME OF EVERYTHING.
I am always the person to blame.
I am nobody.
Terrible...
So many problems cramp in my heart.
Where were my soul lying last few years.
Damnit.
I really hate myself.
Even things turn out so bad.
I still blame myself.
I am suppose to be a person to be cheerful de.
Where did the past me went?
i am still confused by the stupid words that pierce my  heart.
My heart is too pain to speak.
I am too emo to talk
I wish I can die...
Too pain!!!!!!
FCuk the person who make me feel so lost in my direction
Thanks for letting me lose trust and friendship  with all of them...
I am not going to hate you.
Since wad you wanted for me is simple
DEATH!




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