Date : Thursday, May 21, 2009
Time : 5:10 AM Title : ![]() Everyday is terrible for me. I BEGGED YOU GUYS FOR GOODNESS SAKE.... I AM A NORMAL HUMAN. I KNOW I AM AN EXTRA TO YOU GUYS LARHS. THEN GIVE ME LOADS OF EXCUSES. USE ME AS A FOOL. I DONT SEE THE IMPORTANCE OF CONTINUING... YOU SEE ME AS A PERSON WHO IS A TROUBLEMAKER... HOPELESS. FREAK. THEN WHAT FOR? YOU ALL JUST WANT ME TO BE ON MY DEATH BED. PREPARED TO DIE. Hey don't appreciate things around you! Teach you how to wake up... When I am dead, Then you will wake up Your FOOLISH ACTION That can cause me death And nothing else, I haTE YOU . So what if you are the superior ? SO what if you got stead? SO what DO you think I apologize to you sincerely. DO you think SJAB is worth my whole life. N-O!!!!! YOu are the bully that cause me wanting to die... YOu just make my life terrible meiserable. telling lies to officers. Getting me sabotage. I am only worth to be sabotage. but nothing else right!!!!! I am nobody right? You are only making my life so terrible that i could die!!! ASKING YOU GUYS WAS A DIFFICULT TASK. STILL NEED TO BEG? WHAT TYPE OF GOOD LIFESAVER ARE YOU GUYS? hUh? I AM THE BLAME OF EVERYTHING. I am always the person to blame. I am nobody. Terrible... So many problems cramp in my heart. Where were my soul lying last few years. Damnit. I really hate myself. Even things turn out so bad. I still blame myself. I am suppose to be a person to be cheerful de. Where did the past me went? i am still confused by the stupid words that pierce my heart. My heart is too pain to speak. I am too emo to talk I wish I can die... Too pain!!!!!! FCuk the person who make me feel so lost in my direction Thanks for letting me lose trust and friendship with all of them... I am not going to hate you. Since wad you wanted for me is simple DEATH! |
My name is Ahh-T0ng. World-hater. Hate me.I don't fcuk care, A twist in my story, when he shoot me three times in my heart. - Breathe. - Live as independent lady. - Mature more. - Love? Exclude me. - Be a hate about love. March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 link link link link link link Designed by { ★CRUSHthespeaker } Thankful to { blogskins l xox } Blogged to { 53-percent } |