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the fool.

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I am so confused and complicated...

I am still quite mad...

At myself.

Really I regretted coming to westwood.

I really regretted coming to church just to make ppls worry for me.

I am pretty useless.

Really damn useless.

Although I am still confused on where to go

Although Hunny kept encouraging me.

Although my classmates were shocked to see my bloody wrist

I am still the same emo girl.

I find myself not knowing where to go.

I am quite lost

Although I posted so many upsetting quotes.

I was totally upset

My heart was depending on the sms.

But he reply me at night 11plus.

I am so not important to him...

I am sick and tired of this love.

I have been waiting for you for such a long period of time.

you know how long..

I almost doubt in this waiting process.

I am trying to wake up from the dream

and face the reality.

That is the main reason I started slashing

If Death can settle all pain and problems

I would give up my life.

But I cant cos there is a number of ppls who need me...

I am quite confused by the things going on..

Although The clique stare at me....

I am not going to throw Shirley aside.

That what a friend should do.

Protect and pray for her.

I guess so.

Even If one of my church friends got problems.

I will daringly use my life to save them.

Really...

Cos they are much more much more impotant than me

God is the most highest than me..

I am much more worthless.....

Anyway...

I must learn to be dependent on myself.

Even if life turn out this way.

Slashing is no use.

ALthough I slash for fun now or maybe not..

I am still quitting the FCuking habit...

I am still quite lost about where my life ends

I seems to like this song

"starlight tears"

My favourites...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXNNt1Qplko

I am still lost in my world..

I am trying to put on a strong face.

Even like just now.

I shouted at Husnul they all

I am tired of life

Bullying has the limits to stop.

And I will never let the matter rest...

Someone wake me up inside.

Call my name..

And save me from the dreams.

I will never thought that he hated me till today.

But I will forget things unless you return my heart.

By scolding me..

By neglecting me..

Although it hurt in the night....

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My name is Ahh-T0ng. World-hater. Hate me.I don't fcuk care, A twist in my story, when he shoot me three times in my heart.

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- Breathe.
- Live as independent lady.
- Mature more.
- Love? Exclude me.
- Be a hate about love.

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