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the fool.

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I am tired of slashing.

Talking on the same topic in my life.

My life doesnt get interesting.

That is why I dont even have a true friend.

I have kind of decided not to go for CG

Esp Goldy.

I have some feelings to sort out.

Although I shed some tears for the situation

I am kind of hating my life.

Why do I have to love on a guy who doesnt really concern me.

I guess I am not important in the church.

I am not important.

I am kind of a slacker.

I am an exception to the CG.

I guess...

I must be a burden to them.

Enough havoc,ER LER TONG!!!

WAke UP.

How many times have you shed unworthy tears for him?

I am an execption to them...

I am a nobody in church...

I am often crying so many days...

I am just going to shout off my stress...

I may not a some kind of people that they will attend to.

I am seriously injured in my heart.

It feels so pain...

Should I die?

This few months I am too foolish..

:I waited for his sms till midnight.

:crying in the middle of the night

:Waiting like a fool

I am a fool who ate pills just wanting to search death.

I wanted to stab myself cos of a guy...

I will delete all the memories you give me..

I guess slashing wasnt a nice thing.

I am all scars and bruises..

Anyway thanks peoples

I am getting time out to tell u guys sth like

I am quitting and I am not important to anyone....

I am just a FREAKING LONER

I guess one day

Or tmr I should die of overdose.

haha.

Dying may end all the problems...

Hunny please tell the CG to let go of me bah..

COs I am beyond hopeless,,,

I am a nusiance in church..

I bring so many pain to the Cg..

What for I go?

I am just a freak who dun deserve anything...

It is just so hard to love.

and I will help u guys to stop the sorrow by leaving CG..

I am not a important person in anyone life...

Even SB...

I guess god there lies my fate to die.......

I am a foolish girl who isnt mature.

who only wanted to escape from the pain..

SO I am not mature.

I am not like what SB said mature.

I guess he is jus making me hate myself instead...

Tonight I wish to cry all day....

I always dreamt that you are beside me..

Wiping my tears..

Making me laugh..

I almost met an accident cos of you.

I tried so hard to erase you from my memories...

SO hard. Till I almost met a car accident...

I maybe some kind of weakling...

I dun mind u thinking me like that.

Cos I really lose hope in life

Letting u go is the hardest thing i have ever done..

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My name is Ahh-T0ng. World-hater. Hate me.I don't fcuk care, A twist in my story, when he shoot me three times in my heart.

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- Breathe.
- Live as independent lady.
- Mature more.
- Love? Exclude me.
- Be a hate about love.

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