Date : Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Time : 5:32 AM Title : I must forget you!
I must not cry for such a person like you! YOU dun even cared abt me! I must forget you. I must hate you. I must forget everything. even those happy memories. Not going to speak to You. If you going to Church, YOu wont see me there. !!! I will promise to forget you. Dont ever talk to me. Although you cared , But I must hate you! Even though I am doing this for the sake for the peoples in church. I am trying to forget you completely. I will forget you. I am thinking that things are turning this way COs' GOd dun want us to meet. So if I can hate you for life. Please dun blame me. I am too sad to said anything. You make me so emo. You make me slash! YOu make me feel so emo. you make my whole life upside down. YOu are the main cause when i wan to cry in the middle of the night. I scream when you always make me think of you, If only i never meet you, This wouldnt be happening I wont even know how to slash. I wont even want to commit suicide. I wont even want to cry for you, I shouldnt appear in church I should have not even step into this church, I wont be in any pain now!!!! YOu make me smile last time. But the smile faded. I dun smile anymore. I dun cheer up anymore. I dun think positively I dun even feel happy. YOu are my sunshine.. but i think i am not going to fall into those tricks. So NOt talking to you nor the others maybe... I am quite mad. At YOU!!!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR BRING THE PAIN! SHOULD HAVE NOT GO CHURCH!!! |
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