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the fool.

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I was really thinking whether I should escape

from the reality. Esp for today..

Even though I was confused by what he did...

I am still figuring out how larhs..

hey Benedick you did well for the worship..

But please come for service larhs...

and never ever doubt yourself again...

Cos' you did well for the worship...

Erm.. Pls do not get affected by what peoples say you larhs...

I am also quite hurt by a particular person...

I did treated him coldly..

Avoiding him...

I did a lot of ways just to forget him...

The most important thing that I have learnt..

One sided relationship is hard and tough.

Even though I am not sure about this love larhs...

But we should do have a big age gap between us...

I didnt want to see u get hurt...

But if I dun forget you,

Then I will create a big burden for you..

...

I thought of telling god that I want to escape..

But escaping wasnt a good way...

So I have to face the reality..

Even though I can continue to crush on him..

I am trying my very best to forget everything larhs...

If I am not too understanding to you..

Please forgive me...

Cos' I am facing some challenges in the sch..

Shirley Hunny...

Tommorow is your appointment.

I am scared and worried...

Meanwhile you got the CG..

So stay strong..

so although I am not with you...

for tommorow...

Argh..I am afraid that I will cry again..

I felt my tears going down my cheeks larhs...

I am confused with myself...

I see his face I felt like crying larhs..

I am sad cos' I cant be with my hunny for her operation.

Hunny please promise me that dont worry.

...

Erm.. I am quite confused...

tmr is CHENGYEE's birthday...

haha..

I am still quite fading from God...

Today.. I cried twice.. for a simple reason..

I saw my journey with my dear god is fading...

I am still sad cos I am quite confused...

I am thinking that the particular person is fading from me..

The way he look at me

The way I am a strange creature to him...

The way I am escaping from him..

Although he will feel hurt..

I must try to forget him larhs..

I wonder why I am also thinking him every night..

So I should cry more...

Maybe it works..

I always look at him

dunnoe what to say to him...

I am still confused larhs...

I promise larhs..

Wont slash larhs..

but if after the camp,

I did slashing how?

Cos' my camp will surely give me problems.

I know larhs.. today never talk to you

So you quite affected..

If u wan to noe why I started to change so much..

It is cos' of you...

I will try to talk to you larhs..

I must not escape the reality...

Haizz I am damn embarrassed

for the just now incident...

Duh..

Anyway thanks Tabby:) and ShunBin:)

and the two BFFS.

haha..

Imagine the guy in the toilet bowl..

haha...

Erm.. I guess the CG is more closer this time round..

But a pretty bad news

Elvira is about to go Camp le..

So by the time my relationship with you guys will fade le...

I kind of get use with my new name larhs

My life is trying to change le larhs..

So I think both our life are complicated.

So shall not sms him le larhs..

I mean true..

I am complicated girl...

I only wished a dream..

God will bring me more courage to face life..

So must meanwhile think through things larhs..

Jiayous for my physics... Duh I hate it...

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