Date : Friday, May 29, 2009
Time : 5:45 AM Title : A lot of people saw me cried.
I think I am really angry. I am angry with the unfair treatment I dun think things arent right for me. But shall not say anymore. Promise myself a stupid thing Which make me think that i am too like a fool Even i think talking to such a person like you. Why should afford to spend time crushing on someone Who kind of hate you. Right? I guess I have to say this big and bold. I forgive you but I WONT SPEAK TO YOU!!! Why? Simple. I am tired of being wounded. Everyone around is tired I am very tired. But nevertheless if I give up, I will get my life right. The promise is simple Staying single forever until God really thinks that I should not be single. Meanwhile can go for missionaries at east timor, I think that being there will let me be more awake I will get heal better. Never will I fall in this dumb trick Focus on God and studies more. SO that I will get to love god more and more. more than him! but I must try to stay cheerful. Even Ms goh also notice I emo.... Duh. Emo isnt good. But I think I have to wake up. If i dun, I will continue to get negative Btw Sorry to the class . I am really thinking that I am an extra till now Will be MIA cos of you guys!! Stupid. Really damnit. Dunnoe I can start anew. Maybe GOd will let me understand more. Maybe.. I think so during the camp. Dont need to sleep le. I think we sleeping 12 plus for the sec 3s then the sec 1s have to sleep early. While we do sentry duty. Haizz. TO my CG, I will be back like next week. Please pray for me. cos I am kind of getting the mentality. TO GET punishments Duh. SO I will send you guys sms at 12 plus then pray for me. Please pray for me. haha. I am kind of scared that things will turn out wrong Just say a little prayer. I am still not over with the emo but will get through. I will never talk to you!! |
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