the fool.
Date : Friday, May 29, 2009
Time : 5:45 AM
Title :


A lot of people saw me cried.
I think I am really angry.
I am angry with the unfair treatment
I dun think things arent right for me. 
But shall not say anymore.
Promise myself a stupid thing
Which make me think that i am too like a fool
Even i think talking to such a person like you.
Why should afford to spend time crushing on someone
Who kind of hate you.
Right?
I guess I have to say this big and bold.
I forgive you but
I WONT SPEAK TO YOU!!!
Why?
Simple.
I am tired of being wounded.
Everyone around is tired
I am very tired.
But nevertheless if I give up,
I will get my life right.
The promise is simple 
Staying single forever 
until God really thinks that I should not be single.
Meanwhile can go for missionaries at east timor,
I think that being there will let me be more awake
I will get heal better.
Never will I fall in this dumb trick
Focus on God and studies more.
SO that I will get to love god more and more.
more than him!
but I must try to stay cheerful.
Even Ms goh also notice I emo....
Duh.
Emo isnt good.
But I think I have to wake up.
If i dun,
I will continue to get negative
Btw Sorry to the class .
I am really thinking that I am an extra till now
Will be MIA cos of you guys!!
Stupid.
Really damnit.
Dunnoe I can start anew.
Maybe GOd will let me understand more.
Maybe..
I think so during the camp.
Dont need to sleep le.
I think we sleeping 12 plus for the sec 3s
then the sec 1s have to sleep early.
While we do sentry duty.
Haizz.
TO my CG,
I will be back like next week.
Please pray for me.
cos I am kind of getting the mentality. 
TO GET punishments
Duh.
SO I will send you guys sms at 12 plus
then pray for me.
Please pray for me.
haha.
I am kind of scared that things will turn out wrong
Just say a little prayer.
I am still not over with the emo 
but will get through.
I will never talk to you!!



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