Date : Friday, May 8, 2009
Time : 10:18 PM Title : No one taught me to hate myself
but my family make me learn to do so. I am too dumb to hear their insults I am really exhausted. Brother shouting at me vulgarities Mum did the same Dad did nothing but just watch me being scolded I am very tired. They neglect me. I slash myself at least to forget everything Forgetting? I am too hurt to say anything. I am loving him too much. But forget all the pain after slashing although.. no one will understand no one will want me to be inside their life. Yesterday scolding and glaring from the Sjab ppl make me too depressed? probably I am mental. I am trying to forget the dreams. I cant shake the memories. Sometimes I wish we can pretend. So please tell me that it is the end and I can continue to find the emo life back. |
My name is Ahh-T0ng. World-hater. Hate me.I don't fcuk care, A twist in my story, when he shoot me three times in my heart. - Breathe. - Live as independent lady. - Mature more. - Love? Exclude me. - Be a hate about love. March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 link link link link link link Designed by { ★CRUSHthespeaker } Thankful to { blogskins l xox } Blogged to { 53-percent } |