the fool.
Date : Friday, May 8, 2009
Time : 10:18 PM
Title :


No one taught me to hate myself
but my family make me learn to do so.
I am too dumb to hear their insults
I am really exhausted.
Brother shouting at me vulgarities
Mum did the same
Dad did nothing but just watch me being scolded
I am very tired.
They neglect me.
I slash myself at least to forget everything
Forgetting?
I am too hurt to say anything.
I am loving him too much.
But forget all the pain after slashing
although.. no one will understand
no one will want me to be inside their life.
Yesterday scolding and glaring from the Sjab ppl
make me too depressed?
probably I am mental.
I am trying to forget the dreams.
I cant shake the memories.
Sometimes I wish we can pretend.
So please tell me that it is the end
and I can continue to find the emo life back.




  • profile

  • My name is Ahh-T0ng. World-hater. Hate me.I don't fcuk care, A twist in my story, when he shoot me three times in my heart.

  • wishlist

  • - Breathe.
    - Live as independent lady.
    - Mature more.
    - Love? Exclude me.
    - Be a hate about love.


  • plurk.




  • archives

  • March 2009
    April 2009
    May 2009
    June 2009


  • affiliates

  • link
    link
    link
    link
    link
    link


  • goodbye.

  • Designed by { ★CRUSHthespeaker }
    Thankful to { blogskins l xox }
    Blogged to { 53-percent }