the fool.
Date : Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Time : 3:37 AM
Title :


This few things troubled me for the whole of the entire day
:Him.!!!!
:My kor!!!
:Hunny!!!!
:My Girl!!!
:SJAB!!
:GOD!!!
:ARGH.. ENDLESS PROPOSALS for SEC 1 TRAINING CAMP!
:ENDLESS CAMP FOR SJAB!
Haizz..
Life is getting too complicated
But you know what?
Yesterday was my first time alone kneeling to GOD.
Tears started falling.
I have been too injured.
I am too sick to talk to him.
Too tired to talk to him.
Too pain to talk to him
Haizz.
Why cant things turn out sweeter?
Why must I forget you?
Haizz..
I felt like furthering from ppl in church. 
Esp him.
I am far apart from him.
He will find a better person than I am.
Cos' Nth will change unless God really fate us together.
I cant be so greedy.
I am too sick.
Sore throat.
A little flu.
Tmr got pre-camp.
gOt to Shout and Scream.
Duh...
Benedick KOR.
No matter what larhs.
We will be here to support you.
We can be your listening ear.
So please dont pone school larhs.
My head also damn pain to solve your problems.
Please larhs. Stop your lying.
I dont even understand why you have change so much.
Like What we can do is not to see you fall.
But We are here to help larhs.
So continue to stay with God. 
I know you thought Going to Service is sian.
Me too honestly.
I go church not to see God.
That why I need help in this.
But please understanding your friends backstab you is hard.
It is pain. But This is reality.
My girl,
Please think through things.
Dun need to use violence on that guy.
He is just a nobody seeking for attention
That why he say you mah
He jealous mah
The only thing that you have to be concern is abt your him.
Okay...
Jiayous and let the past be the past.
okay?
Erm.. 
Hunny...
You sick again.
I sad.
Duh..
Continue to take care and will keep you in my daily prayer.
You understand how things are complicated.
And that why we are in this together.
You sick, I also sick.
But really the weather is crazy larhs...
Haizz I am still confused abt things happening so suddenly.
I always got tears when I started to step into SJ.
And my class really sucks.
Esp the Action one.
Haizz.
She is totally a backslider who sins so much to smoke.
and she completely forgettens about those who are true friends.
Gossip peoples duh.
Almost make someone commits suicide.
You are too evil.
I think you should wake up larhs.
Appreciate those who are important to you.
I am so tired.
I am thinking that things are turning out this way.
God wants me to have a life which is different.
That why.
I am thinking how to forget him.
Please do not mention his name le.
NO more of his things.
I must try to make him hate me.
Hating you is tough.
Please. Let My Heart Go Off Now.
I Am Tired.
This is reality not a dream.
NOt a nightmare...
YOu are the reason I am screaming in the middle of the night.
How many times must i nvr sleep cos' of you.
Since last year.
Since last year.
It wasnt so pain last time.
This time round it got to wounded that  I am so scared to face you.
Forgetting you is the most difficult task in my whole entire life.



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