Date : Monday, May 18, 2009
Time : 5:01 AM Title : today wasnt a day to be happy...
I am getting too complicated.... I am going to scream my head off larhs... I am sick and emo... I am going to pray for things that happened today... MY HUNNY. Please do not get affected by this incident.. At least I get to understand how you feel when I consulted from you.. I finally understood... All this time you are trying to face your struggles.. Anyway.. I went to Jp then go walk with Shirley and try to understand her. she is really innocent... but why those people want to do this to her? I just don freaking care how they are going to continue treating ppls like that.. I am not going to hate them and seek revenge... May god heal all those whose heart are broken.. Lord please heal me.. I am facing more and more struggles with reality... and relationship.. Really damn fed-up.. ... I was damn afraid when Hunny told me she was in the hospital.. I can really feel myself trembling.. Real hard.. like what i feel abt god.. I was really confused at that point of time.. But I cant give up.. That why I bought a ring to encourage myself .. whenever i look at it I will think of you guys... ...... I guess things arent soo perfect And I am not searching for more perfection. Perharp god want me to go through a life like this to learn my mistake.. ..... I noe alot of ppls are encouraging each other in church .. but please show more concern to the others.. and not always sticking to a particular friend I am super exhausted... Dun wish to end things this way.. ILY.. |
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