the fool.
Date : Monday, May 18, 2009
Time : 5:01 AM
Title :


today wasnt a day to be happy...
I am getting too complicated....
I am going to scream my head off larhs...
I am sick and emo...
I am going to pray for things that happened today...
MY HUNNY.
Please do not get affected by this incident..
At least I get to understand how you feel when I consulted from you..
I finally understood...
All this time you are trying to face your struggles..
Anyway.. I went to Jp then go walk with Shirley and try to understand her.
she is really innocent... 
but why those people want to do this to her?
I just don freaking care how they are going to continue treating ppls like that..
I am not going to hate them and seek revenge...
May god heal all those whose heart are broken..
Lord please heal me.. 
I am facing more and more struggles with reality...
and relationship..
Really damn fed-up..
...
I was damn afraid when Hunny told me she was in the hospital..
I can really feel myself trembling..
Real hard.. like what i feel abt god..
I was really confused at that point of time..
But I cant give up..
That why I bought a ring to encourage myself ..
whenever i look at it I will think of you guys...
......
I guess things arent soo perfect
And I am not searching for more perfection.
Perharp god want me to go through a life like this to learn my mistake..
.....
I noe alot of ppls are encouraging each other in church ..
but please show more concern to the others.. and 
not always sticking to a particular friend
I am super exhausted...
Dun wish to end things this way..
ILY..



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