Date : Sunday, May 10, 2009
Time : 4:53 AM
Title :

Today wasn’t a so-called perfect day.

I always thought coming to church may let me be perfect.

And my mouth is going to shut tightly.

Due to certain problems.

Erm…

I didn’t want to be too mature.

Two PPLs commented me about my mature thought.

But I am really just disappointed in him.

Although we are now friends,

After he scolded me “bastard”.

I am totally all right with this kind of insults.

Not first time.

I am just hurt to see my life going into a terrible twist

Which is never going to end.

But I need my healing.

Perhaps the 2 Sjab camp can make me more focus on to heal

I need to heal after the pain memories.

Maybe slashing does not work.

And things aren’t getting right.

I made a lot of ppls trouble abt me

I had enough of talking till then.

But I am still sad cos

He cried.

Spongebob cried.

Kor also cried.

Btw the guy who scolded me is now my kor.

Just ended everything in a simple way.

I am thinking to stay happy with my jonnas kor J

U are the best, Jonnas. Haha.

Erm..

Diyanah ask me If I am married then will I invite her?

I didn’t put much thought abt it

And say see first.

Hey thanks to this few ppls

:Shirley:)

:Ann:)

:Joann:)

:Adeline Sweetheart:)

:Shun Bin:)

:Justin:)

Hey thanks guys for supporting me at my difficult stand.

Although I felt like giving up life.

Never did I want to give up.

Did my part by tell ppl that I am not going to church soon.

I have really found myself stronger than last time in term of P6 period.

Quite a tough fight.

I am still struggling between things like joining gangs but

Rarely I am happy now.

Spongebob Don’t sad anymore

Ben, Please do not use swear words again.J

May god be with all those who are struggling and finding healing

That god will give them healing.

I am quite emo now.

Spongebob wish me good night sia…

Haha.

Forgive me PPL.

I am still Having a Huge Crush on Spongebob.