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Wow.

Today went for service.

And only came for sermon.

But when they started to worship,

I feel tears dripping down my cheeks.

I feel the unexpected emotions.

Perharps of St John.

I am totally going to cry again.

I felt LOL is changing.

Perharps because of the seperation bah.

Quitting everything cant solve anything.

...

I went to Causeway with BFFS but this time

with Tabby and Vera.

I became too emo.

Dun felt like eating.

Hey but not because of Him larhs.

Is because I have no true friends in School

Execpt :ELAINE.

I guess cos' I change too much.

There was a sudden thought in my mind when there is Youth Worship

I am the cause of this change.

I shouldnt be in this church.

I should head back TO city harvest.

But I dun bear to leave.

Am I a nuisance to them?

I cried the second time during youth worship.

Not because of this sad dissapointing class that I have

Not because of St john.

I cried real hard cos I dun bear to leave church.

and God is trying his best to save me.

I am sad NOW.

I only left 4 mths to spend with the CG.

And funny things happen at open sunday.

I am the only cg member while the rest are leaders.

and they play the price is right game.

and totally cool.

Cos We won once.

and we got crazy and laugh like nobody's business

Diao right.

ALthough I am facing tough challenges

I have to be strong-willed.

I must heading wrong way.

...

4 mths is tough.

May to August is quite short.

Meanwhile CG,

Dun care abt me too much bah.

Later make u guys worry

Then I will cry sia.

Erm....

It is a promise to be Christian when I come back to church.

Okay:)

Meanwhile sms me during my camp

haha

I will rply as soon as possible.

Erm..

SORRIES,SHUN BIN

Just now I never talk to you much.

Pretty bad and guilty abt that.

I am trying to recover from my wounds.

SO sorries for the negative attitude.

I am too emolish.

I cried just to get freedom.

But what for cry when I dont fight for it.

My God.

I have made so many ppl miserable

I am going to end the relationship soon.

I am not going to cry

I am going to find back myself

I am sad...

I hadnt found who i am.

I am tired.

.....

Thnks VERA FOR Praying for me.

I shouldnt have cried duh...

I felt so dizzy when going home.

Leaving the past.

Finding present.

Still striving for now.

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