the fool.
Date : Monday, May 11, 2009
Time : 5:06 AM
Title :


Yup...
Terrible...
My mood now is totally messed up
and pain...
total havoc
Since when should you come to me.
I didnt noe anything before I step in the church
I am too naive to believe in this kind of things.
Help must be needed.
Duh...
I am really putting false hopes on you.
I find myself waiting for your smses.
I find myself cry for you.
I find myself laughing.
I find myself getting too head over heels with you
I find myself sad and tear apart when you are upset.
I find myself concentrating too much on you.
I miss you so much even when I saw you yesterday.
I make you so troubled
I see you hurt when things got complicated.
You told me to stay strong but I guess 
without You ,I am totally lost and nothing
I am really crazy now.
I totally changed for the past week.
More cheerful cos of you.
OMG.
I am still not going to let you sad cos of that matter.
I promise.
PPL who knew what happen to me
I am totally sorry.
I slashed myself and cried for quite a time.
And while calling you guys and crying.
Sounded quite stupid right.
I am now confused.
I meant I forget about Benedick
But I am damn upset cos 
I am not totally overcoming how he scolded me.
I am too fragile.
Totally I felt like dying.
No one would even want to stand beside me....
I am too hurt to say anything.
I am sorry to share my problems with you guys.
I am totally sorry.
I guess I need a lot of time to heal myself during the camp.
I guess I am lovesick.
What the hell.
I am still crying over useless stuff
....
I guess I have to be alone again.
Crying and reflecting 
the mistake that i have made.
I am too pain to speak anymore.
I guess I am all alone again.
Painful in my heart,
that I rather die.
So Hurt that I rather stab myself to death.
But tonight is going to different.
I would have to be comfort by my own.
He would never be besides me le...
All alone by her own,Should I leave?.....



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