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100th post,

I am thinking about just now.

Apologize for the suckish behaviour.

Really.

I am sorry.

Really.

I am not really awake bah.

Things turn out too nasty for me.

I am not used to hearing his name.

I am quite mad to hear his name.

Everytime hear his name.

I get too angry.

no matter what I do,

I cant forget him.

Unless go for more camps.

I guess.

I am not so happy for today.

Esp. My Attitude.

Really sucks larhs.

What for go FOr A LEADERSHIP CAMP?

WHAT FOR?

....

I am totally lost ahead.

One more day to camp.

I am scared.

I may not have the mind to face him.

And I am so scared to face the pain.

So the only way is to pretend to be happy.

When I am not.

I did a great job pretending at the first part just now.

But the second part sth flew past me.

wake me up inside by evanescence

Didnt wake me up,

But make me more dehydrated.

Cos' all my tears has all dropped down.

All.

I am really hopeless.

What a friend am I?

Am I even worth to be a human?

I dun think I have the rights to complain bah.

Why am I like this?

I really hate it.

Can I really escape with a fake smile.

And excuses for SJAB?

I am thinking that things will change.

But it doesnt.

I wish to wake up.

From my painful dream.

I guess things arent changing.

Till I am going to pray more.

Prayers work.

But not going to church forever doesnt work?

Am I right?

To the peoples in my class.

If you guys mention anything abt him.

No matter where am I at.

I will scream at you.

By the time dun blame me.

Cos' I warned you guys le.

To Cg ppls.

I wished I am not related to this church.

But it wasnt a dream larhs.

I am too emo le just now.

Can anyone adopt the spongebob in my hse?

I dun wish to remind myself abt him.

If it remains with me.

I will only cut it.

I dun wish to see it till I am ready to receive it back.

Lame arent I?

I guess Meeting just ended for us.

FOr the ANCO PPLS.

For my church ppls.

esp Ann, Adeline, Shirley.

Will tell you the story after forgetting things first.

I guess a emo kid.

is always.

Today met Shirley Hunny:))))

Ann:))) and Adeline SWEETIE:)))

erm...

But I dunno how to smile so fake one instead.

I will never smile.

That what I noe.

Faking and pretending smile.

I guess I am really upset.

Peoples are giving up on me.

So am I giving up on myself.

I guess I have to end this stuff.

By ending the life that I have for the past 14 half of the years.

Should I say goodbye?

Or should I just fall and die?

Goodbye to me..

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