Date : Saturday, June 13, 2009
Time : 9:02 PM Title : Cried the whole night.
Scolded myself. I still hate myself. I kind of still felt very hurt. Cause my friend really hurt me so much. SO much. That I really want to go away from church. Any place for me to hide. Then I go hide. Really I dont want to get hurt so often. Damn myself for trusting you so much. Dun ever blame yourself. Never thought that I will be outta of your life. I am going to be out of your life. Very soon. Very very soon. Perharps starting from today. Never thought that you will think that I am snatching your friend. After all, I am not important to anyone. I really still dunnoe why I trusted you so much. Damn me. I am really too soft hearted. To let things go. That's why I often put the blame on myself. I am quite not happy about my surrounding. I am going to change from this very moment. If you want to speak to me, I just listen. And after that avoid you. Then what else can I do? I am too stupid to put in all my trust on to you guys. I am MIA-ing Not cos of you. But I am an extra in this world. FCuk-my life. |
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