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the fool.

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The days seems more complicated.

Twist and turn.

And getting more messy.

Tommorow got camp.

I dun believe it larhs.

They kept sending emails about ANCO.

Here's one example

(Hi all,

This is my first email to all of you. Let me first introduce myself again for those who forget who I am. I'm Yongsheng, Chairman of ANCOC 2009 & Officer in St Andrew's Corps. Other than that, find out from my cadets and officers.

Basically, this email is not to introduce myself but rather to let your brain cells activate a little bit more.

During theory course, which is about 1 week back, I saw some who is more active, some not so. Some begins to interact during meal, others sit down quietly waiting for things to happen or even time to past.

But have you ever think why are you there for? This is the first question I always like to ask people. Why are you here in this course? Some of you might think "what's the point of thinking about your purpose in this course?". Here it is, without purpose, you are aimlessly walking your path. Since you are in ANCO Course, we ought to guide you to be future leaders in your schools. Therefore, first pointer you need is that you need to aim and find purpose in all you do. This will give you the passion to learn, to continue in what you do. If you are thinking it is a waste of time to come to this course, think again. You can always learn from every single activities you attend, even if its something you have done before.

Reflect on the things you have done. This is the second point. Once you aim, you have purpose and you have done it, you have to reflect. What are the things to improve? What have I learn from it? You may have failed but ultimately, it is the reflection which helps you learn. And learning from mistakes is always the most important thing to do.

Remember to always take the initiative to think, to do these. This leads to third point, "Initiative". Once you use your initiative to produce work, you are extraordinary. Because little people will like to take up every single thing to make themselves busy. I do hope to see everyone in the course will be able to take their initiative to clear up their tables after meals, think of solutions instead of officers thinking for you, etc.

And trust me, if you are able to do at least these 3 points, you are almost ready to lead your juniors. But of course, it requires chances and boldness to be able to lead a group of people. So take this course as a stepping stone to be a leader-to-be.

To sum up my whole email, it is to be a thinking leader with aims and purposes. Set a goal, plan it,head for it, reflect on your plans, reform your plans, and do it again until you succeed.

I hope this is enough for you to digest for the time being. Go ahead and plan your goal in this course.

Finally, Wish all of you the best for the camp. See you during camp on Saturday. )

I dont seem to understand the whole email.
Erm..
I guess I am too dumb to understans larhs.
I also slightly got the feeling why peoples dun want go church liao.
Scared of being hurt.
I guess Hurting someone like me.
is Better than hurting others larhs.
Kept making me want to hurt myself more.
I am damn freak out.
I dun wish to let anyone get involved with my
COMPLICATED LIFE.
It will turn very messy.
That why I am going MIA.
I guess I am too lousy to stay at anywhere.
I am born to be loser.
That's why I give up more easily then others.
Giving up this pathetic hope on the things I used to do.
I am trying my very best to pretend.
And try to change at the same time.
But It seems to be much more rushing.
I am escaping from everything.
Church,
School,
Friends,
Family,
Him,
Tired:[
I guess even a human will not feel the tiredness I have now.
I got sore throat cos scream too much last night.
Dun want to mention anything.
I guess.
Things will be solved naturally.
Just let nature take its course.
But one thing I cant escape is God.
A lot of time god tell me.
Escaping cant solve anything.
But my reply to God is yes.
It can't be solved.
But at least I got time to spend with god
And stop thinking about problems.
Even if I have to die alone.
I would rather let God decide for me.
I would remain in my current position.
I must try to get up and wake up.
I guess things arent too complex
I must have the will to forget.
A lot of peoples scolded me.
I guess things were sort of difficult for them.
I will try not to tell them my problems.
I am going to be bad this time.
This time I noe.
No one will be there for me.
I will be alone till I die.
A fool that waited for nothing to happen.
This kind of quote suit me.
A dream that never turn true
but it gets more upside down,
I guess I am not imporatant.
My laughter stop.
My cheerfulness stop.
And tears flow down.
What kind of person am I?

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