Date : Monday, June 8, 2009
Time : 5:04 AM Title : I thought life was complicated
But When I enter the camp, I shivered. If you first enter a camp with a mixture of other schools And you are the only sec three Then your instructor say I am suddenly too quiet. Duh. This kind of feeling is unacceptable larhs. Hiazz. Then Your officer and teacher know you fall out of love duh. Then teammates blaming eachother. No sense of hyperness. not like the camp with Swiss cottage. and hillgrove. Then they want to meet up sia. I dunnoe larhs. A lot of people know I am emo. But they tried very hard to cheer me up. Even just now Shu Hui say a joke. I find myself laughbut not a true laughter. Then I kind of cry in the first day of camp, Not cos of him larhs. But cos of stress. Not everything went well. Even I can say Camp really is okay. It make me too disicipline at times that I dun tell anyone what happen to me. Just like Mr ERic Koh mentioned Different people have different personalties. Although I don't have the true leadership. But I guess God is trying to help me out. Cos' I start to feel That I am having fear for god. That is also a start of wisdom. Everything has different consequeces Like today washing all the toilet. Haha. Boys' toilet is the most difficult to clear. Cos the toilet seater was of the toilet bowl. Somemore the toilet choke. Duh. But we did havefun. But it wasnt my best camp that I enjoyed. But this is the most discipline camp that I have gone through. although shouted till I have no voice. I am still contented to have a support of care by officers and my westwood Sjab ppl. Quite alot of people knew what freaking stuff happen. I am quite dissapointed of things like yellow. I dun wish to be involved in anytype of funny stuff. Even Laughing is difficu;t for me. I only can pretend Even though I am removing the distraction in life. I only can sit still and watch the pain slowly hurt. But I thanks god for give me this wonderful time of pain Cos it set me thinking more then anyone in camp' Loving you isnt the best way to solve things |
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