the fool.
Date : Sunday, June 14, 2009
Time : 2:08 AM
Title :


IF you really think that I am an extra in your life.
I am totally fine to get out of it.
I always thought you are the strength that I find.
But in your changes.
I started to feel that our friendship is fading.
Quitting Church will do.
If you really feel that.
I am really not in a mood to talk.
Sorry for giving you the black face.
Sorry for giving you the attitude.
And really sorry to give you so many troubles.
I am outta of your life.
And you may consider to cancel me from your friends' list.
I really dont understand.
I am just close to your friend.
And now you make me feel like I shouldnt talk to anyone.
Really.
I am damn dissapointed in my decision of choice.
But if you will to understand what happen to me.
You will totally feel like going to hell.
I am really upset
Cause' I never thought you will feel jealous about friendship.
Since you think that she belong to you.
And I should be friends with her.
So be it.
I am really giving up hope on everything,
Even you.
I am really hating this life.
Which is going to turn more and more upside down,
I dun blame anyone for that.
But the most important person I blame is myself.
I dun want to make that guy noe that I go slashing again.
I dont want to let things turn this way.
But if really you dun want me to get involved in any of your stuff.
Then well.
I am leaving.
CoS' you are a friend who really let me to a direction where I find no courage to talk to you.
There isn't a need to talk to me.
NOt even about my problems.
I am really having a phobia of trusting a friend.
There arent true and good friendship.
It really hurts.
I dun want to cry anymore.
I just want to go into a deep sleep where no pain will ever be curve in my heart.
I am deeply injured.
Dont talk to me.
Just leave me alone.



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