Date : Sunday, June 14, 2009
Time : 2:08 AM Title : IF you really think that I am an extra in your life.
I am totally fine to get out of it. I always thought you are the strength that I find. But in your changes. I started to feel that our friendship is fading. Quitting Church will do. If you really feel that. I am really not in a mood to talk. Sorry for giving you the black face. Sorry for giving you the attitude. And really sorry to give you so many troubles. I am outta of your life. And you may consider to cancel me from your friends' list. I really dont understand. I am just close to your friend. And now you make me feel like I shouldnt talk to anyone. Really. I am damn dissapointed in my decision of choice. But if you will to understand what happen to me. You will totally feel like going to hell. I am really upset Cause' I never thought you will feel jealous about friendship. Since you think that she belong to you. And I should be friends with her. So be it. I am really giving up hope on everything, Even you. I am really hating this life. Which is going to turn more and more upside down, I dun blame anyone for that. But the most important person I blame is myself. I dun want to make that guy noe that I go slashing again. I dont want to let things turn this way. But if really you dun want me to get involved in any of your stuff. Then well. I am leaving. CoS' you are a friend who really let me to a direction where I find no courage to talk to you. There isn't a need to talk to me. NOt even about my problems. I am really having a phobia of trusting a friend. There arent true and good friendship. It really hurts. I dun want to cry anymore. I just want to go into a deep sleep where no pain will ever be curve in my heart. I am deeply injured. Dont talk to me. Just leave me alone. |
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