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the fool.

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This Saturday has been all booked.

I've to go for Celebration for SJAB'09 CTC Instructors.

I also have to go for Open Sunday.

After that need to attend service.

I think that's all.

Busy is really Busy,

But having fun to relieve my troubled mind.

I need to meet WX and KC at Jurong East Mac.

Haha.

Then after that need to go meet the rest of the instructors.

This camp was really fantastic.

So funny.

And really missed it.

Then this camp really set me thinking.

Although we have to be damn strict.

Erm..

Tmr will be a different day.

Maybe will start to smile

And laugh more.

I guess I've made a great mistake

I can't seem to say that I can forget you.

So like what my friend has said.

Just being friends is better than loving you.

Really seem true.

At this complicated stage,

Everyone will get hurt.

At times,

Those memories can be like a scrapbook of your life.

As this kind of memories make me felt very hurt.

But when I can look back in times,

I guess by then I will be laughing aloud.

Cos I think this is very foolish of me.

So meanwhile please do not mention about the yellow guy.

Please do not mention him too much when I am very emo or angry.

Cos he really made me change my emotional.

My temper is really stubborn.

I ended days with vulgarities

I need to say sorry to this particular person.

Not my kors.

Not the yellow guy.

I am really sorry to make your days low and more low.

I can see that you was upset by my changed personalties.

Although it has made me changed,

I really regretted to let you get hurt.

I am really sorry to let things be like this.

I guess,

I have been the unexistence of the yellow guy.

Then somemore I got so hurt that I neglected your existence.

I even raise my voice at you.

I am really sorry.

Things have to move on for me.

I was so sad about my life that I neglected you.

That's why you were so sad.

You always ask me what happened?

But I dun wish to tell you now.

I am really sorry

For neglecting your existence.

For hurting you.

For letting you see me sad everyday.

I guess I am really regretted abt hurting you.

Letting my tears drop and crying in front of you.

And really give you an attitude that you tolerated for a long time.

I am really apologetic towards you.

You always try your best to make me laugh.

I never smile in front of you after that incident.

But you were more than contented to see my smile.

But I hurt you like what he hurt me.

You make fun of my name.

You really wanted me to smile.

But I only can say

The person that I needed most is you.

But I hurt you.

You always know how to make me smile.

When I am emo,

You will approach me and ask whether I am all right.

But I only tell you I am fine.

I am really sorry:(

I only can apologize.

But I can't fall in love anymore.

I am too wounded to be with anyone.

Perharps it is not too late to give up hope on me.

I know you are a good guy but I am not worth to be with you.

I will cause a lot of problems for you

You should know it better than him.

I am really wishing that you wouldn't treat me so nice.

Please forgive me for hurting you.

You are so troubled by a lot of things somemore you still need to think

How to make me smile.

Then I really can tell you to get away from me.

Or else you will get more hurt than me.

I am totally okay with being best friends with you.

You always tell you to treat me as a brother.

Haha.

But I am sorry to hurt you too much.

I guess you are really too good to me le.

But I am helping you to get back to yourself.

So stop this.

I hope you will wake yourself up inside.

And stop thinking the possiblities of me and you.

Cos' I am a cold hearted girl.

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- Breathe.
- Live as independent lady.
- Mature more.
- Love? Exclude me.
- Be a hate about love.

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