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the fool.

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Today was kinda of bad.

but Moonlight Sonata light up my feelings.

It makes things much more brighter.

At least I can feel how Beethoven feel.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=puqsKGy0L_E

Feel free to listen.

It makes you float.

Haizz. Things seems to be like the tune of moonlight sonata.

Better and turn worst all of a sudden.

Duh.

I am quite okay now.

But no more contacts with anyone in church first.

Or else they mention him.

I will cry again.

I am kind of emo.

Haizz. I have changed too much.

I am already a bad record in sch.

I think No One will understand the pain.

Things are this way cos' of me.

I guess.

This girl here is no longer existed.

Her fate and life start to change from here.

She will start a brand new life.

That maybe with a new attitude.

I already thought of changing to a good person.

But due to some circumstances,

I cant be good.

I must be a baddie.

So what if I am a baddie?

I am just going mad.

Things twirling like mad.

And my head is swirling like mad.

What The Hell is this nonsence.

I am getting things off my mind.

I am not into my favourite songs that I used to listen.

I am not going to the right direction.

I am going to fall anytime.

If you guys want to meet me,

Just tell me beforehand.

Anyway,

I will inform you if I can go out, Ann Chi:)

Erm...

To Shirley Hunny.

It is not to blame by you.

Everyone have temper, attitude.

I am fine with you guys scolding me.

But please at least show more care to the other kor.

I think you noe who larhs.

Erm.. He is an attention seeker,

And needs more encouragement.

He even doubt in himself when people encourage him.

He doubt in the lord lots and lots of time.

Even if he nvr tell me anything,

I can see through what he is really thinking.

He is very troubled by things.

Cos he isnt even sure where to find rest,

That is what I call lost.

He is really uncertain where to go.

I am very worried about him.

He is the person who was hurt by me the most and

he is often misleaded by his friends.

He is often the act hyper then emo guy.

He is very troubled larhs

He is never to be with a friend in church except ur first kor.

Yup.

He also got a good guy CG leader,

But he often give up on Ben easily.

So at least let me put all my hopes on you guys.

At least If I really die also no regret larhs.

I guess the only way is to forget the past.

But I am going to forget the past,

Is to try to stay more happy:)

And forget everything.

And make sure when I see him,

At least be the normal self.

That wont speak to him.

I guess a little talk is okay.

But not everything must tell them.

I guess things are quite okay in my heart.

But I must balanced it.

I am a girl who is the same like my kor.

Uncertain.

If you all can pray for me for my camp,

Then just pray that I have the courage and initative to take up responsiblity.

I must try to take all the punishments no matter how hard it is going to be.

I must never give up in this camp,

tommorow is my camp le.

Just think that it is brighter.

I will come out as a leader.

Not as a best camper.

If Aries can win best group,

Then we will tell officers to treat us:P

Haha.

Stay happy. and forget the painful memories.

Pretend a world without love,

A world with more disicipline.

Tommorow's Camp is going to be 10 times stricter than any camp.

I am Going off at 7 am.

Till 8 june Monday

I guess I will come home late bah.

But will still post as usual,

But not replying to anything as usual.

Benedick Jiayous:)

Shirley Hunny Take cares:)

To all:)

Will be back soon.

I will never be such a loser in your challenges.

Tommorow going to sleep at St Andrew Secondary.

Haha. Can go visit me:)

HEHE:P

Missing you isnt a way to solve things

Hating you isnt a way to solve things either.

Forgetting you seems to be the only way.

but I cant seems to forget.

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